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Recharge

Nebraska.....that's where this Mommy has escaped to for the weekend. Catching up with family friends, no agenda, drinking coffee, watching movies, vegging out is what's in-store. And don't get me wrong as I absolutely adore my little family and though I miss them terribly right now, I truly did need this. I don't think I realized it, but it's only been one day and I already feel so refreshed and rejuvenated. 

Most people wouldn't think of a road trip to Nebraska when they think of getting away, but the opportunity presented itself to spend some quality time with my mom and hit the road, I couldn't say no. The five hour journey flew by among the conversation with my mom. As I sit here waiting for the girls to get ready (for shopping, of course), I can't help but feel strange as I don't have to lift a finger. I don't have to say "No don't do that" or hop up and chase any toddlers. It's a bittersweet feeling, because I almost feel like I don't deserve this down time. Am I crazy? 

I hope that my kiddos know just how much I miss them! At the same time, I rarely do anything for myself. And if I do, it's usually with two toddlers in tow. I think it's important for me to take little moments for myself and lose the guilt that usually comes with it. In order to be the best mom that I can be, I sometimes need to take a moment for myself. Anymore a moment to myself is usually my morning shower. Even if it's just an hour at the gym or a walk. Something! This has been an eye opener for me. It's an odd feeling, because as I sit here relaxing, I still have the happenings of my everyday in my mind. I can see my girls running crazy and Rhylan bouncing off of the walls. And as much as I am enjoying this time, I can't wait to get back to that craziness that has become our norm. 

So tomorrow evening, when I return home, I won't be sad that my time away has come to an end. I will be grateful to have had it and the kiddos will be greeted with a fully recharged mom.

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