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Yikes!

One experience that I have had lately, that I never had with my first pregnancy is awful nightmares. Dreams where really bad things happen or I even do bad things. There have been a couple that have really freaked me out. I wonder how common this is among pregnancies. 

 The bad dream that I had last night really scared me and once I woke up, I could no longer sleep well. I cannot say what exactly happened in it, because it's terrible and I hope to forget it. Perhaps I should mention it to my doctor at my next appointment. I just don't want to appear to be a crazy person! I mean the last time she saw me, I was having a meltdown after learning about twins. 

 This experience is completely bizarre to me and I wonder if it's just a first trimester occurrence, because my body is making a lot of adjustments. I truly do hope that this just a phase and that it will soon go away. All I know is that when I do wake up from them, all I want to do is forget! 

 If you've experienced this in your own pregnancy, I would love to hear from you just to give me some peace of mind. How did you get through them? Did they go away? Any tips or advice on how to handle this, would be greatly appreciated! 

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